The Groove
Saturday April 16th, 2016 with Elorious Cain
Undeniables

You attempt living each day of your life trying to pretend that it doesn't exist. Time after time your skin and your heart brings it all to the surface at the most inopportune situations. You've become so effective in denying it, even to the point of laughing at it and ridiculing it in the company of your friends. They know what you're doing. They obviously go along. You catch yourself thinking about it when you're doing the most mundane tasks. Too often you find yourself perplexed and troubled. It isn't supposed to happen this way. Why doesn't it all get forgotten? The more you try to put it to rest in your mind, the harder that gnawing feeling comes back. Sometimes you go somewhere where you can be all alone and you yell and scream at yourself, hoping that you can push it out of your mind once and for all. It never seems to work. It actually makes you obsess over it even more! It's better to try and understand it all. You really know that deep inside. That doesn't mean anything is going to change the situation.